Hello darling,

I can’t sleep right now, so I am writing to you. It has been 1 year, 3 months, and 17 days we met.

For the first 2.5 months, they were wonderful. I couldn’t have been happier. 

I had to leave overseas. But we stayed together…even if we were hanging by a thread. But I knew you were the only one for me, and I knew you’d feel better if we were together..even if it all it meant was phone calls and emails and some hand written letters.

And then something terrible happened. I lost the most important person in my life. 

I collapsed at the arrival airport. I cried 10+ hours straight on a plane ride home.

From the moment I got the phone call till now, you are still right next to me.

No words can amount to how lucky I am. I mean…who goes through all this in not even a year of dating? 

You’re still here making me laugh, cooking me dinner, holding me when the sadness comes in huge waves. 

No matter what, I’m the lucky one. 

 Good night. Thank you.