To my friends and my boyfriend…

I am sorry for being so unresponsive/blank lately…I know in the past I used to be a lot more animated and fun. My loss is still….________. 

But those who understand…those who tell me every time they see me…

“Jae, you can do whatever you want to do. Take your time.”

Thank you. Your words have such a positive effect. 

I feel like I am supposed to stop being sad and just move forward with my life. 

But I don’t think I’ve ever been in this much pain. This much sorrow. 

I still can’t walk into the hospital without tears.

All my memories…all my thoughts…she’s there. 

They’ll be sunny days. i promise. Just a few more days of clouds.

I’ll come back in one piece.